Until a month ago, I did not feel personally at war because I live in Haifa and there were no problems here. My brother is a soldier, serving at a base in the north of the country, and almost a month ago missiles were fired at his base. He barely had time to run to safety, there was a loud explosion, there were no injuries, but someone was killed. My brother at least didn't know her personally but he did know who she was. It is a trauma that will remain in his heart and the hearts of the people there forever.